我临时起意，随手绘了那幕。
虚无缥缈的爱
像那片叶子。。。
它随风飘啊飘的，你苦苦追在它后面，深信有那么一天你会拥有它。。。
终于抓在手里了，它或许有一天趁你不注意的时候再飞走了。。。
终于紧紧抓住很久很久了，它却在你手里渐渐淡黄枯萎了。。。
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
虚无缥缈的爱
那天独个儿在Starbucks，无意中瞧见对面繁忙的路边有个年轻的办公室女郎想伸手捉住一片随疾风飘扬的叶子。没办到。。。她莞尔一笑继续站在原地，似是等人。
我临时起意，随手绘了那幕。
虚无缥缈的爱
像那片叶子。。。
它随风飘啊飘的，你苦苦追在它后面，深信有那么一天你会拥有它。。。
终于抓在手里了，它或许有一天趁你不注意的时候再飞走了。。。
终于紧紧抓住很久很久了，它却在你手里渐渐淡黄枯萎了。。。
我临时起意，随手绘了那幕。
虚无缥缈的爱
像那片叶子。。。
它随风飘啊飘的，你苦苦追在它后面，深信有那么一天你会拥有它。。。
终于抓在手里了，它或许有一天趁你不注意的时候再飞走了。。。
终于紧紧抓住很久很久了，它却在你手里渐渐淡黄枯萎了。。。
Monday, June 29, 2009
舍得风信子
最近对风信子有点着迷。从不逛花店的我竟开始流连忘返，为的是 -- 风信子。
风信子的花语是“死而重生”。当它开了第一次的花后，你必须把整个花茎剪掉，不然它是不可能再次开花的。很多人不明所以，用心施肥、照料，苦苦等待花开的日子，但通常知道这个道理后都会恍然大悟。
风信子是四季的植物，若要成功栽种它，你必须把室温保持在15度左右（花开前把它放在冰箱里2度）。由于气候的关系，我只能要求把花运过来送给最重要的人，纵使它的凋谢是无可避免的。我这么坚持是因为我想借这花告诉大家：若不把过去放下，幸福是不会来敲门的。试想想：人生的旅程是一条路，你路过的都成为历史了，可是你舍不得总总，老是把以前有的没的、一路上曾拥有过的东西都收着。。。日子过了，你收集的东西从1公斤到10公斤，你能拖着这个重量的包袱多久？拖多久其实不是重点，问自己是为了什么为难自己、不放过自己？为了无谓的10公斤一路上你忽略了多少值得你珍惜的人事物？不幸福快乐的自己也不会给别人幸福。量你多潇洒得不后悔，你的人生注定因为自己的执迷不悟以遗憾画下休止符。
其实啊，很简单，你不“舍”，必不“得”。
我很好奇，你做错了什么大件事啊，要这么残忍的惩罚自己，跟自己开这么大的玩笑？
风信子的花语是“死而重生”。当它开了第一次的花后，你必须把整个花茎剪掉，不然它是不可能再次开花的。很多人不明所以，用心施肥、照料，苦苦等待花开的日子，但通常知道这个道理后都会恍然大悟。
风信子是四季的植物，若要成功栽种它，你必须把室温保持在15度左右（花开前把它放在冰箱里2度）。由于气候的关系，我只能要求把花运过来送给最重要的人，纵使它的凋谢是无可避免的。我这么坚持是因为我想借这花告诉大家：若不把过去放下，幸福是不会来敲门的。试想想：人生的旅程是一条路，你路过的都成为历史了，可是你舍不得总总，老是把以前有的没的、一路上曾拥有过的东西都收着。。。日子过了，你收集的东西从1公斤到10公斤，你能拖着这个重量的包袱多久？拖多久其实不是重点，问自己是为了什么为难自己、不放过自己？为了无谓的10公斤一路上你忽略了多少值得你珍惜的人事物？不幸福快乐的自己也不会给别人幸福。量你多潇洒得不后悔，你的人生注定因为自己的执迷不悟以遗憾画下休止符。
其实啊，很简单，你不“舍”，必不“得”。
我很好奇，你做错了什么大件事啊，要这么残忍的惩罚自己，跟自己开这么大的玩笑？
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
全职保护你的心
他用那深情的眼神锁住她说：“在不久的将来我将成为心脏外科医生，病人把他最重要的器官交给我缝补、维修。但我的心只交给一个女人，只有她才能掌控我的生命。”
她感动不已，说：“我真得很生气。为什么我花了5年成为女强人用强悍武装自己而你却只花了5秒就轻易让我的面具粉碎？我到底该怎么做？没有了壳的乌龟该到哪里躲？”
他说：“你本来就什么也不必做。因为我早就让你躲进我心里了。那我的心你打算怎么处置？”
她说：“没什么打算，反正我的心已经环绕着它，一起支持对方心跳。”
她感动不已，说：“我真得很生气。为什么我花了5年成为女强人用强悍武装自己而你却只花了5秒就轻易让我的面具粉碎？我到底该怎么做？没有了壳的乌龟该到哪里躲？”
他说：“你本来就什么也不必做。因为我早就让你躲进我心里了。那我的心你打算怎么处置？”
她说：“没什么打算，反正我的心已经环绕着它，一起支持对方心跳。”
对不起 （因为我不爱你）
我相信很多女生都有这样的经历：瞒着男友单独和男性好友“把酒同欢” （看戏、吃饭等等）。
事后，你曾经内疚吗？
我不曾觉得对不起男友。我承认这是不尊重他的行为，因为为了避免误会，我本应该告诉他我和谁在一起，以示清白，而我更不介意把男性好友介绍给他。反正我没背着他做苟且之事，我光明磊落，错只错在我没知会他一声，我干嘛要内疚啊？后来我也就没犯同样的错了，不过还是和男性好友保持距离。
黎伊并不是第一次这么做了，每次她都不觉得内疚，是“上得山多终遇虎”吗？后来，她每次跟新认识的男性好友泉约会后都很惭愧，总自责不已，觉得很对不起男友。她反复思考许久，发觉原来是因为自己爱上了好友继而面对不了男友所产生的罪恶感让她跟男友相处得很别扭。很快，男友发现异样，而她没作辩解，只从口里溜出“对不起”。这样的情况，跟一般的爱情一样，除了分手没有第二个选择。两人从此成陌生人，男的甚至狠狠地切断所有的联系。
很多人说爱要来挡也挡不住。是吗？或许是我们根本不想浇灭爱火吧，结果真的“星星之火，足以燎原”，牺牲了原本的那段感情。本来黎伊可能可以控制不让好感酝酿成爱意，如果她曾经努力，或许后来的事也不会发生。
在爱情里，“对不起”是最具有杀伤力的话。不管你是否真的做错，听的人都受重伤。
所以嘛，如果你真的想把伤害减到最低，不要说对不起。就算你是真的不爱了，至少那段感情还值得你篇个善意的谎言，比如“咱俩性格不和”，而不是“我不爱你了，你感觉不到吗笨蛋！”
“对不起”，说了，等于变相承认自己真的错了，错得负不了任何责任了，也真的不爱了。这让听的人明明知道你错了，却因为你的道歉而没办法怪罪你。就算生气了，哭了，闹了，骂了。。。又怎样？你的对不起很自私。。。自私到让人什么都做不了、做什么都没用，只能把气往肚里吞。
事后，你曾经内疚吗？
我不曾觉得对不起男友。我承认这是不尊重他的行为，因为为了避免误会，我本应该告诉他我和谁在一起，以示清白，而我更不介意把男性好友介绍给他。反正我没背着他做苟且之事，我光明磊落，错只错在我没知会他一声，我干嘛要内疚啊？后来我也就没犯同样的错了，不过还是和男性好友保持距离。
黎伊并不是第一次这么做了，每次她都不觉得内疚，是“上得山多终遇虎”吗？后来，她每次跟新认识的男性好友泉约会后都很惭愧，总自责不已，觉得很对不起男友。她反复思考许久，发觉原来是因为自己爱上了好友继而面对不了男友所产生的罪恶感让她跟男友相处得很别扭。很快，男友发现异样，而她没作辩解，只从口里溜出“对不起”。这样的情况，跟一般的爱情一样，除了分手没有第二个选择。两人从此成陌生人，男的甚至狠狠地切断所有的联系。
很多人说爱要来挡也挡不住。是吗？或许是我们根本不想浇灭爱火吧，结果真的“星星之火，足以燎原”，牺牲了原本的那段感情。本来黎伊可能可以控制不让好感酝酿成爱意，如果她曾经努力，或许后来的事也不会发生。
在爱情里，“对不起”是最具有杀伤力的话。不管你是否真的做错，听的人都受重伤。
所以嘛，如果你真的想把伤害减到最低，不要说对不起。就算你是真的不爱了，至少那段感情还值得你篇个善意的谎言，比如“咱俩性格不和”，而不是“我不爱你了，你感觉不到吗笨蛋！”
“对不起”，说了，等于变相承认自己真的错了，错得负不了任何责任了，也真的不爱了。这让听的人明明知道你错了，却因为你的道歉而没办法怪罪你。就算生气了，哭了，闹了，骂了。。。又怎样？你的对不起很自私。。。自私到让人什么都做不了、做什么都没用，只能把气往肚里吞。
我忘了
一对分离多年的情侣刚复合时，男的情不自禁俯身吻女的。男的看女的痴痴呆呆的样子说：“我记得以前每次吻你的时候，你都自然闭上眼睛。”
女说：“哦。。。嗯。。。我。。。忘了。。。”
在爱情的国度里，情侣间的举手投足都是告诉对方到底他/她又多爱自己的蛛丝马迹。你或许是个很理智的评论家，但你的感觉能给你提示。你不需要计算、衡量爱的深度，但你却能体会“哦。。。对。。。这甜甜、让我昏昏欲醉的感觉就是爱的讯息。”
不记得在那里读过这句话：不要相信没把眼睛闭上而接吻的家伙。
在你眼睛关上的时刻，同时你也把感情倾泻到对方的感官，就像肉眼看不见的频率，优美地传播与对方的频率纠缠而谱出绚烂的旋律。
忘了把眼睛闭上？是吗？还是你根本不爱对方？
这次，不管什么原因，你的眼睛成了不投入感情的最佳证据。夸张一点说，这跟出轨、劈褪没什么两样，因为答案都是：你不爱他/她了。。。或。。。你不像曾经那样爱他/她了。
女说：“哦。。。嗯。。。我。。。忘了。。。”
在爱情的国度里，情侣间的举手投足都是告诉对方到底他/她又多爱自己的蛛丝马迹。你或许是个很理智的评论家，但你的感觉能给你提示。你不需要计算、衡量爱的深度，但你却能体会“哦。。。对。。。这甜甜、让我昏昏欲醉的感觉就是爱的讯息。”
不记得在那里读过这句话：不要相信没把眼睛闭上而接吻的家伙。
在你眼睛关上的时刻，同时你也把感情倾泻到对方的感官，就像肉眼看不见的频率，优美地传播与对方的频率纠缠而谱出绚烂的旋律。
忘了把眼睛闭上？是吗？还是你根本不爱对方？
这次，不管什么原因，你的眼睛成了不投入感情的最佳证据。夸张一点说，这跟出轨、劈褪没什么两样，因为答案都是：你不爱他/她了。。。或。。。你不像曾经那样爱他/她了。
Monday, June 22, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Redang 3D2N
May 7
Waited Andrew to arrive Kuantan @ 5 am I hardly could sleep until 3.30 am Phone rang & Taz reached my house. I was half awaken while carrying my luggage @.@ KokYao teased that I was wearing my sleeping dress.
Took 4 hours to reach Redang @ 11 am (Kerteh-KT 1 hour, KT-Jeti 1 hour). He carried my belongings all the way. This was the only trip I almost always needed my shades. During the car ride, it was real fun when A & T joked. They're superb!!!
12-2 pm lunch
2.30-4.30 pm snorkelling
4.30-7 pm free activities & games (played volleyball)
7-8 pm dinner
8 pm -12 am karaoke/dancing (rested till 11 pm at room. didn't follow the schedule)
11 pm -1 am "pillow talk" session with all (KY, Mic, Jian Chang, Chee Ping, Xian Zhi) except A & Taz (slept soundly since 10 pm due to crtitical sleep deprivation as waking up 10 am & driving back to Kuantan @ 6.30 pm, reached @ 9.30 pm, didn't sleep at all but started driving to Redang again). He got really mad when some of them kept opening/closing the door which disturbed his rest because leaving the door open would expose him to the loud disco music. Our conversation was focused on me and Rach. They asked strange questions e.g. what kinda guys you would choose, what do you think about him, would you consider him, how you feel for him... etc.
May 8
7.30-9 am breakfast
9.30-12 pm snorkelling
12-2 pm lunch
2.30-4.30 pm snorkelling (didn't follow schedule. played beach ball with R. guys went for own snorkelling experience to look for small sharks. later, we played ball together in the water. sun-tanned & left the marks of bikini. sad case LOL)
4.30-7 pm free activities & games
7-8 pm dinner
8-10 pm K session. I "duet" with R for 3 songs.
10-12 am Dancing. T was near drunk & accompanied to room. He looked damn moody & serious the whole day. I couldn't stand the weird atmosphere when I felt something was wrong but A & M refused to tell.
May 9
12-3 am "pillow talk" again. This time, A joined & asked a lot. KY & JC slept @ 1 am. I was actually confused as they held some information while disclosing some other incomplete pieces. I was left with much doubts. This was kinda unbearable as I couldn't get my answers. Well... later in the day I thought that time will tell. I've decided to observe all that I have to & look for the answers myself. Why should my emotion be influenced by someone's past? Doesn't worth it... During the conversation, we did exchange information regarding our impression of one another.
7.30 am woke up
8.30 am breakfast
9.30 am checked out. waited for the 2nd boat ride of the day
10 am landed & took our cars heading home
2 pm in the mid way we took McD as lunch.
Reached my house @ 4.30 pm. Talked about relationship issues with R until 6.30 pm Couldn't make it to meet Yun although she wanted so badly as I really was occupied. Why ah? T called me suddenly @ 6.30 pm until 8.30 pm Took dinner with R. Her bf was gonna reach my house @ 9 pm. Gave him T's contact so he could be guided the correct way. 10.15 - 11.30 pm T called again. Then he fetched me yc with all of them plus 4 new faces (also my seniors) @ Just Relax, somewhere near Swing. I wonder how they could come out with so many jokes naturally as if humor is an inherent gene. The moment with them, you couldn't stop LOL. Reached home @ 3 am
May 10
9.30 am woke up
10.30 am-12 pm T called. @ 1 pm he needed to tattoo his leg @ megamall. OMG~ 3rd time jor loh!!! Insane~ But... I'm thinking of getting one done as well lah~ Shhhh~
12-2 pm talked to mom
3 pm started journey back to KL. Others will return to KL at other times.
6 pm reached T's house & had dinner together with his sis
8 - 10.30 pm watched series with them
May 11 & 12 Lunch with T & shopped @ MV & The Gardens.
May 13 Class canceled. Suguna didn't lecture. Celebrated Angela's birthday @ 1U, sing K + buffet. Bought a few things.
May 15 A special day to remember ; )
Started new sem but will be having classes on Wed, Thurs, & Fri afternoon only, taking 2 Psy subjects.
Waited Andrew to arrive Kuantan @ 5 am I hardly could sleep until 3.30 am Phone rang & Taz reached my house. I was half awaken while carrying my luggage @.@ KokYao teased that I was wearing my sleeping dress.
Took 4 hours to reach Redang @ 11 am (Kerteh-KT 1 hour, KT-Jeti 1 hour). He carried my belongings all the way. This was the only trip I almost always needed my shades. During the car ride, it was real fun when A & T joked. They're superb!!!
12-2 pm lunch
2.30-4.30 pm snorkelling
4.30-7 pm free activities & games (played volleyball)
7-8 pm dinner
8 pm -12 am karaoke/dancing (rested till 11 pm at room. didn't follow the schedule)
11 pm -1 am "pillow talk" session with all (KY, Mic, Jian Chang, Chee Ping, Xian Zhi) except A & Taz (slept soundly since 10 pm due to crtitical sleep deprivation as waking up 10 am & driving back to Kuantan @ 6.30 pm, reached @ 9.30 pm, didn't sleep at all but started driving to Redang again). He got really mad when some of them kept opening/closing the door which disturbed his rest because leaving the door open would expose him to the loud disco music. Our conversation was focused on me and Rach. They asked strange questions e.g. what kinda guys you would choose, what do you think about him, would you consider him, how you feel for him... etc.
May 8
7.30-9 am breakfast
9.30-12 pm snorkelling
12-2 pm lunch
2.30-4.30 pm snorkelling (didn't follow schedule. played beach ball with R. guys went for own snorkelling experience to look for small sharks. later, we played ball together in the water. sun-tanned & left the marks of bikini. sad case LOL)
4.30-7 pm free activities & games
7-8 pm dinner
8-10 pm K session. I "duet" with R for 3 songs.
10-12 am Dancing. T was near drunk & accompanied to room. He looked damn moody & serious the whole day. I couldn't stand the weird atmosphere when I felt something was wrong but A & M refused to tell.
May 9
12-3 am "pillow talk" again. This time, A joined & asked a lot. KY & JC slept @ 1 am. I was actually confused as they held some information while disclosing some other incomplete pieces. I was left with much doubts. This was kinda unbearable as I couldn't get my answers. Well... later in the day I thought that time will tell. I've decided to observe all that I have to & look for the answers myself. Why should my emotion be influenced by someone's past? Doesn't worth it... During the conversation, we did exchange information regarding our impression of one another.
7.30 am woke up
8.30 am breakfast
9.30 am checked out. waited for the 2nd boat ride of the day
10 am landed & took our cars heading home
2 pm in the mid way we took McD as lunch.
Reached my house @ 4.30 pm. Talked about relationship issues with R until 6.30 pm Couldn't make it to meet Yun although she wanted so badly as I really was occupied. Why ah? T called me suddenly @ 6.30 pm until 8.30 pm Took dinner with R. Her bf was gonna reach my house @ 9 pm. Gave him T's contact so he could be guided the correct way. 10.15 - 11.30 pm T called again. Then he fetched me yc with all of them plus 4 new faces (also my seniors) @ Just Relax, somewhere near Swing. I wonder how they could come out with so many jokes naturally as if humor is an inherent gene. The moment with them, you couldn't stop LOL. Reached home @ 3 am
May 10
9.30 am woke up
10.30 am-12 pm T called. @ 1 pm he needed to tattoo his leg @ megamall. OMG~ 3rd time jor loh!!! Insane~ But... I'm thinking of getting one done as well lah~ Shhhh~
12-2 pm talked to mom
3 pm started journey back to KL. Others will return to KL at other times.
6 pm reached T's house & had dinner together with his sis
8 - 10.30 pm watched series with them
May 11 & 12 Lunch with T & shopped @ MV & The Gardens.
May 13 Class canceled. Suguna didn't lecture. Celebrated Angela's birthday @ 1U, sing K + buffet. Bought a few things.
May 15 A special day to remember ; )
Started new sem but will be having classes on Wed, Thurs, & Fri afternoon only, taking 2 Psy subjects.
Friday, May 1, 2009
A Real Break
Apr 23 307 exam ended at 2pm. Released. Independence, once again, declared.
Apr 24 Went to watch Coming Soon with Gwen. Overnight at her place.
Apr 26 Took lunch with T & Mic (they don't call him Mic but Jian Siong) at Desa Sri Hartamas. Talked about Redang trip seriously. Hadn't decided yet, waiting for R to confirm her attendance. Could sense that time was running out. Stayed pretty neutral whether could I make it for the trip. Didn't really matter whether I could join anymore as we all can meet each other frequently but well... what I was concerned was could I ever have any chance later to play along with a big bunch of great friends? I mean... 9 of us?
Apr 27 Singing-K with Gwen again at Time Square. Bought clothes for Redang trip. Tried off mix-and-match beachwear & had exciting laughters!!! We discussed a lot about "sexy". Perhaps you would see me wearing a collared-buttoned white blouse (ladylike version of men's wear for office), with bikini underneath. But don't splash water at me!!!
Apr 28 Back to my house in the early morning just for the headache-ing laundry. T called me. Took rojak as lunch with his cousin brother, Yong Teng (my classmate Jian Teng's elder bro) somewhere near their house. After that T fetched YT home & we went back to his unit spending few hours watching series. Some time after his sis came back from work, we began swimming, jacuzzi-ing, sauna-ing (facilities at his condo). Make it clear that I wasn't swimming, I was playing water ;p Has been awhile I haven't worn bikini... I'm wondering why don't we play balls or have some kind of fun on the water har? Who says that pool is meant for swimming only oh?
Apr 29 Took lunch with T again. Started raining heavily & we couldn't wait for the rain to stop & went to Giant nearby to run errands. For who? I didn't know he purposely went there to shop for my food as the next day he was gonna back to Ktn. I thought he wanted to buy some snacks for himself & I acted I was the teman, leisurely walking around & looking at new items. Only until the moment he placed everything from the trolley on the payment counter, I sensed something wrong. I started to pick up the food 1 by 1 asking, "Is this yours? Why didn't I realize that you've picked it up just now?" He smiled, "No. It's yours." Huh~OMG~ Included were fruits, different biscuits, cakes & muffins, my fav snacks etc. Aiyo~ "Do I look like I'm gonna facing a famine?", I prompted. After he paid, "Caring of you mah. Worry that you don't have enough food supply at home. How do I know what's gonna happen when I'll be in Ktn for 1 week? Don't let you starve... bla bla... " -.- I've told him hundreds of times that I'll be alright as usual, however, obviously I wasn't convincing enough >.<>
Apr 30 Out at 1U around 10.20am with him. Bought tickets for X-men Origins: Wolverine at TGV. Took breakfast at Old Town. Been stuffed food into my mouth constantly. I was gonna surrender!!! Couldn't take in much food lah~ He cut all those eggs lah, sausage lah, toast bread with ham lah into pieces & stuck 1 by 1 using fork & asked me eat, nearly all. After I finished 1 piece, he stucked another piece again wor, I guess that's what we mean by "continuous stable food supply". Am I humorous? Took a walk around the mall & watched the movie at 12.30pm. Back to his unit again, watching series while waiting for lunch break. LOL. We wasn't THAT hungry. But I knew he was hungrier. Given some food. Then he fell aslept wor. I was guai bao bao mah, so quietly watching series loh. Then remembered that he was gonna start his journey home at 6, then woke him up at 4pm to take the late-lunch. Reached home at 5.30pm. Been told that he had decided to delay to 8pm, meanwhile, he packed his luggage. I slept at 7, woke up at 10. Did laundry & sms him to check whether he has arrived. Luckily he got home at 11pm. Made me very worry de loh, when someone doesn't sms/call me when they reach another destination. Furthermore, he tends to be sleepy while driving. You say lah, so dangerous!!! Yet, usually I wouldn't say I worry lah. Okok~ I just did. ;p An exception. Was on outstation call at 1am with him, after my mom's. Initially I thought he would be quite tired to talk & urged him to rest but... hmm... he refused. On average, every call lasts 3 hours. O.O Crazy mou? Too much to talk~Geez~He spent half a day persuading me going back with him... haha nice try but I failed him. He mentioned that why I like to "bok zui". I justified that I wasn't doing it on purpose; I was just saying the truth that he dislikes it. e.g. "What you gonna eat tonight?" I said, "Oat." He suggested that I take something else but I chuckled & said No! Still oat! He asked me can I don't bok zui. I kept saying OAT for few days jor. Can't blame him LOL. The point is I really am gonna take oat when I'm hungry, not that I wanna gek sei him.
The other time my mind wasn't resting. I'm struggling with a mess now. I hate it very much when I need to take care of something not covered under my responsibility. I don't really rest well after exam, occupying my time for outings. So, I gonna start my work tomorrow.
T said gonna swim again next Mon. Not sure whether I can make it though. Will see how then.
I miss him. A lot. ; )
Apr 24 Went to watch Coming Soon with Gwen. Overnight at her place.
Apr 26 Took lunch with T & Mic (they don't call him Mic but Jian Siong) at Desa Sri Hartamas. Talked about Redang trip seriously. Hadn't decided yet, waiting for R to confirm her attendance. Could sense that time was running out. Stayed pretty neutral whether could I make it for the trip. Didn't really matter whether I could join anymore as we all can meet each other frequently but well... what I was concerned was could I ever have any chance later to play along with a big bunch of great friends? I mean... 9 of us?
Apr 27 Singing-K with Gwen again at Time Square. Bought clothes for Redang trip. Tried off mix-and-match beachwear & had exciting laughters!!! We discussed a lot about "sexy". Perhaps you would see me wearing a collared-buttoned white blouse (ladylike version of men's wear for office), with bikini underneath. But don't splash water at me!!!
Apr 28 Back to my house in the early morning just for the headache-ing laundry. T called me. Took rojak as lunch with his cousin brother, Yong Teng (my classmate Jian Teng's elder bro) somewhere near their house. After that T fetched YT home & we went back to his unit spending few hours watching series. Some time after his sis came back from work, we began swimming, jacuzzi-ing, sauna-ing (facilities at his condo). Make it clear that I wasn't swimming, I was playing water ;p Has been awhile I haven't worn bikini... I'm wondering why don't we play balls or have some kind of fun on the water har? Who says that pool is meant for swimming only oh?
Apr 29 Took lunch with T again. Started raining heavily & we couldn't wait for the rain to stop & went to Giant nearby to run errands. For who? I didn't know he purposely went there to shop for my food as the next day he was gonna back to Ktn. I thought he wanted to buy some snacks for himself & I acted I was the teman, leisurely walking around & looking at new items. Only until the moment he placed everything from the trolley on the payment counter, I sensed something wrong. I started to pick up the food 1 by 1 asking, "Is this yours? Why didn't I realize that you've picked it up just now?" He smiled, "No. It's yours." Huh~OMG~ Included were fruits, different biscuits, cakes & muffins, my fav snacks etc. Aiyo~ "Do I look like I'm gonna facing a famine?", I prompted. After he paid, "Caring of you mah. Worry that you don't have enough food supply at home. How do I know what's gonna happen when I'll be in Ktn for 1 week? Don't let you starve... bla bla... " -.- I've told him hundreds of times that I'll be alright as usual, however, obviously I wasn't convincing enough >.<>
Apr 30 Out at 1U around 10.20am with him. Bought tickets for X-men Origins: Wolverine at TGV. Took breakfast at Old Town. Been stuffed food into my mouth constantly. I was gonna surrender!!! Couldn't take in much food lah~ He cut all those eggs lah, sausage lah, toast bread with ham lah into pieces & stuck 1 by 1 using fork & asked me eat, nearly all. After I finished 1 piece, he stucked another piece again wor, I guess that's what we mean by "continuous stable food supply". Am I humorous? Took a walk around the mall & watched the movie at 12.30pm. Back to his unit again, watching series while waiting for lunch break. LOL. We wasn't THAT hungry. But I knew he was hungrier. Given some food. Then he fell aslept wor. I was guai bao bao mah, so quietly watching series loh. Then remembered that he was gonna start his journey home at 6, then woke him up at 4pm to take the late-lunch. Reached home at 5.30pm. Been told that he had decided to delay to 8pm, meanwhile, he packed his luggage. I slept at 7, woke up at 10. Did laundry & sms him to check whether he has arrived. Luckily he got home at 11pm. Made me very worry de loh, when someone doesn't sms/call me when they reach another destination. Furthermore, he tends to be sleepy while driving. You say lah, so dangerous!!! Yet, usually I wouldn't say I worry lah. Okok~ I just did. ;p An exception. Was on outstation call at 1am with him, after my mom's. Initially I thought he would be quite tired to talk & urged him to rest but... hmm... he refused. On average, every call lasts 3 hours. O.O Crazy mou? Too much to talk~Geez~He spent half a day persuading me going back with him... haha nice try but I failed him. He mentioned that why I like to "bok zui". I justified that I wasn't doing it on purpose; I was just saying the truth that he dislikes it. e.g. "What you gonna eat tonight?" I said, "Oat." He suggested that I take something else but I chuckled & said No! Still oat! He asked me can I don't bok zui. I kept saying OAT for few days jor. Can't blame him LOL. The point is I really am gonna take oat when I'm hungry, not that I wanna gek sei him.
The other time my mind wasn't resting. I'm struggling with a mess now. I hate it very much when I need to take care of something not covered under my responsibility. I don't really rest well after exam, occupying my time for outings. So, I gonna start my work tomorrow.
T said gonna swim again next Mon. Not sure whether I can make it though. Will see how then.
I miss him. A lot. ; )
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
自然就是美？
她，我一位很要好的死党，在今天下午又接到她的电话了。我们是无所不谈的老朋友，几乎每2
个星期联络一次。我非常非常在乎她，她是那种不需我多说就能如我肚子里的那条虫般看穿我的历害人物。我常闹着说若我身边的男子认识她而又很得她欢心，那必定带给我灾难。因为她是唯一知道我的故事的人啊。连我最黑暗的一面我也坦诚相告。她坎坷的背景、“白手兴家”的故事，是我最津津乐道的，而我也是唯一一个这么多年来陪在她身边共患难的“老死”。这次，她拨电诉说远在他乡遇到的波折，当中谈到的就是“美”。
“以前的自己真的很见不得人。虽然我不丑，但到外面随便比一比，任何一个稍微化妆的人都能轻易地把我给比下去。谁还那么天真的以为‘不需要在意别人的看法就自得安乐了’？尤其是男人啊，连自己的老公都会在我化妆前后两个样：以前当我黄脸婆那般颐指气使地耍大男人；我开始工作后学会打扮了他才发现原来他娶回家的是个女人，人前人后就懂得尊重我！”
她说出来工作后，面对的人多了，就知道“包装”的重要性。“没有人不喜欢美的东西。你美，自然就有人注意到你，哪还管你化不化妆。当然，有些人会觉得自己长得很不错了，所以很抗拒这些加工的产品往脸上扫，总觉得干干净净的脸蛋很讨喜。不过我可以告诉你，化妆品的存在，它的销售量就是“变更美”的必需品。化妆已经成为一种艺术，一种表示礼貌友好的象征。客户看到你淡施脂粉的脸蛋很自然会觉得你尊重你们之间的会面、重视你们之间的生意。若你条件本不错，化妆帮你锦上添花哦。”
“欣赏美的物体是人类原始的本能。我没说利用美色招摇拐骗啦，但切记‘英雄难过美人关’。当然，除了化妆以外，你的气质、个性都必须很鲜明，那样，适宜的化妆就能凸显你的优点。在社会打滚的人都很能分辨得出你到底是个切切实实的花瓶或是个‘做不成生意是他的损失的人’。另外，谈吐、态度都要恰到好处，这些在你的肢体语言、沟通都会显示出来。这所有的重点酝酿出来的就是你的形象、第一个印象。我现在出门就至少有个淡妆，一点腮红、润唇膏、睫毛膏，整个人亮起来了。你不知你何时会遇到顾客哦！”
我保持中庸。我相信各有其法。吃吃地笑，我道：“在我学院的圈子里，大部分的女生都觉得自然就是美。化妆是不被普遍接受的，是一种risk。她们会告诉你学生不需要化妆，男朋友也不喜欢脸上一层的不明物体。”
“哈哈！那他们开始工作后肯定很快被淘汰了。美是武器，用得妥当，夸张点说，它真能帮你升官发财。做女生该懂得体面一点，那样男生才会觉得带你出去是他的荣耀。不要装矜持地说‘不为他人而扮美’，美起来不止是要取悦自己，因为他们还得和社会有挂钩呢！想说不公平吗？没有啊！只是她们不懂生存之道！不然什么叫现实？每人都会念什么‘你啊，要坚强点学会接受现实’。现在怎么了？接受不了‘美的现实’吗？这么天真的人还真难得。等她们一张死气沉沉的脸孔去应征被耍时还不明白问题出在一层皮上呢！我真怀疑他们那么说是因为不甘心被漂亮的女孩抢去锋头了~”
好有趣哦！
请不要怀疑她本来就很美。她的婚照还被筛选为billboard呢！
不过，老实说，谁真能淡然地说形象不重要？我只知道不要跟自己的未来开玩笑！哈哈~
个星期联络一次。我非常非常在乎她，她是那种不需我多说就能如我肚子里的那条虫般看穿我的历害人物。我常闹着说若我身边的男子认识她而又很得她欢心，那必定带给我灾难。因为她是唯一知道我的故事的人啊。连我最黑暗的一面我也坦诚相告。她坎坷的背景、“白手兴家”的故事，是我最津津乐道的，而我也是唯一一个这么多年来陪在她身边共患难的“老死”。这次，她拨电诉说远在他乡遇到的波折，当中谈到的就是“美”。
“以前的自己真的很见不得人。虽然我不丑，但到外面随便比一比，任何一个稍微化妆的人都能轻易地把我给比下去。谁还那么天真的以为‘不需要在意别人的看法就自得安乐了’？尤其是男人啊，连自己的老公都会在我化妆前后两个样：以前当我黄脸婆那般颐指气使地耍大男人；我开始工作后学会打扮了他才发现原来他娶回家的是个女人，人前人后就懂得尊重我！”
她说出来工作后，面对的人多了，就知道“包装”的重要性。“没有人不喜欢美的东西。你美，自然就有人注意到你，哪还管你化不化妆。当然，有些人会觉得自己长得很不错了，所以很抗拒这些加工的产品往脸上扫，总觉得干干净净的脸蛋很讨喜。不过我可以告诉你，化妆品的存在，它的销售量就是“变更美”的必需品。化妆已经成为一种艺术，一种表示礼貌友好的象征。客户看到你淡施脂粉的脸蛋很自然会觉得你尊重你们之间的会面、重视你们之间的生意。若你条件本不错，化妆帮你锦上添花哦。”
“欣赏美的物体是人类原始的本能。我没说利用美色招摇拐骗啦，但切记‘英雄难过美人关’。当然，除了化妆以外，你的气质、个性都必须很鲜明，那样，适宜的化妆就能凸显你的优点。在社会打滚的人都很能分辨得出你到底是个切切实实的花瓶或是个‘做不成生意是他的损失的人’。另外，谈吐、态度都要恰到好处，这些在你的肢体语言、沟通都会显示出来。这所有的重点酝酿出来的就是你的形象、第一个印象。我现在出门就至少有个淡妆，一点腮红、润唇膏、睫毛膏，整个人亮起来了。你不知你何时会遇到顾客哦！”
我保持中庸。我相信各有其法。吃吃地笑，我道：“在我学院的圈子里，大部分的女生都觉得自然就是美。化妆是不被普遍接受的，是一种risk。她们会告诉你学生不需要化妆，男朋友也不喜欢脸上一层的不明物体。”
“哈哈！那他们开始工作后肯定很快被淘汰了。美是武器，用得妥当，夸张点说，它真能帮你升官发财。做女生该懂得体面一点，那样男生才会觉得带你出去是他的荣耀。不要装矜持地说‘不为他人而扮美’，美起来不止是要取悦自己，因为他们还得和社会有挂钩呢！想说不公平吗？没有啊！只是她们不懂生存之道！不然什么叫现实？每人都会念什么‘你啊，要坚强点学会接受现实’。现在怎么了？接受不了‘美的现实’吗？这么天真的人还真难得。等她们一张死气沉沉的脸孔去应征被耍时还不明白问题出在一层皮上呢！我真怀疑他们那么说是因为不甘心被漂亮的女孩抢去锋头了~”
好有趣哦！
请不要怀疑她本来就很美。她的婚照还被筛选为billboard呢！
不过，老实说，谁真能淡然地说形象不重要？我只知道不要跟自己的未来开玩笑！哈哈~
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Personality Tests
Source: http://www.quizbox.com/personality
This is for my own copy (& also for G & A reference... they wanna laugh about it). I wanna redo all over again some time later to see the changes. Well... these tests are really accurate!!!
TOPIC: Get to know yourself better
TOPIC: Are you still thinking about your ex?
You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.
TOPIC: Swimsuits reflect your personality
You are a mystery and it seems like you are trying to hide something from others. Both sexes find you interesting and attractive. You enjoy exploring your individuality and don't really mind what others think of you.
TOPIC: What's on your mind?
You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.
TOPIC: Journey to the real you
[Part 1] Self Confidence: 83% -> You're extremely confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 67% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 83% -> You are a real expert!
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 87% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 80% -> An extremely kind and warm person.
TOPIC: What type of woman does he likes?
He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.
The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.
TOPIC: Your pet's name
Choosing a human name for your pet means that you don't look down at others and treat everyone equally. You like animals and treat them as your best friends. You love your family and home is the warmest place for you to be.
TOPIC: Your marriage
How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.
What sort of wife will you be?
If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your hubby will enjoy each other's company playing games until you're old. Whether you play tennis, golf, swim or even just go driving out of town, you'll both stay healthy and happy.
What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.
TOPIC: Is he the one?
TOPIC: Who's your type?
You like the one who is friendly and sociable.
TOPIC: Your favorite ice cream flavor
TOPIC: Pick one
Grape: You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.
TOPIC: Your favorite zoo animal
Bear: You are a family person. You love your home and care for everyone in your family. You are kind and often sacrifice yourself to make others happy. You are proud of everything that belongs to you.
TOPIC: The color of your car
You like to be mysterious. You appear to be a confident and calm as well as a very sexy person. You dress well and your outfits show that you are an elegant individual.
TOPIC: What type of personality do you have?
TOPIC: How well do you get along with others?
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
TOPIC: Why do you love someone?
You think he or she is a very smart one. You love his/her brain.
TOPIC: The thing you forgot
Selecting this item means you understand things around you well. However, when you want to prove that you are right, you are likely to insist with the words "yes, yes, yes", but don't offer further explanation.
TOPIC: The real you
You are a quick thinker, efficient, and always in a rush. If you expect everyone to be like you, this only causes frustration and stress. You don't want to waste your time, but can be careless and pessimistic.
TOPIC: What kind of chair do you prefer?
You want your partner to be a little bit more relaxed, calm and composed.
TOPIC: The favorite place in your home
You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.
TOPIC: Cinderella
TOPIC: The bus
As you choose to sit on the front, you are quick-witted and will always have gags to make people laugh or have questions for them to think. If you are absent, all members will be bored.
TOPIC: The squirrel
How you reject guys.
You are considerate so they will only get your smile as a reply.
TOPIC: What is in this picture?
TOPIC: The bottle
You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.
TOPIC: What's in the cave?
You only think about having affairs with another but you will never cheat on your loved one in real life.
TOPIC: The house
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.
You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You are an ordinary and down-to-earth person. You are also tough and will meet success in important issues without many difficulties. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
TOPIC: The fallen key
You look attractive to a strong man who will be dependable.
TOPIC: The 3rd eye
It is difficult for you to get deeply involved with someone. Most of your relationships border on being more than friends but less than being lovers.
TOPIC: The 4 paintings
TOPIC: Ice cream cone test
You're a socialite. You go out to a party frequently and hang around with lots of people. You're very enthusiastic, ambitious and love challenges.
TOPIC: The eating test
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
TOPIC: Crossing the river
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.
TOPIC: One word to oneself
This is for my own copy (& also for G & A reference... they wanna laugh about it). I wanna redo all over again some time later to see the changes. Well... these tests are really accurate!!!
TOPIC: Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.TOPIC: Are you still thinking about your ex?
You have managed to sweep away any feelings you have left for your ex. You are fully recovered and you don't dwell in anguish over the memories of your times together. You are completely and happily in love with your current boyfriend/girlfriend. Although you may occasionally mention the name of past boyfriends/girlfriend, it will simply be because it relates to what you are talking about. The present moment is what you are interested in.
TOPIC: Swimsuits reflect your personality
You are a mystery and it seems like you are trying to hide something from others. Both sexes find you interesting and attractive. You enjoy exploring your individuality and don't really mind what others think of you.
TOPIC: What's on your mind?
You think money and love are equally important. You have an interest in many things in life, and work hard to ensure that you maintain a healthy balance between work, play and love. However, you tend to be unable to decide on what you really want to do with your life. You wouldn't dream of leaving your loved one for one or two million dollars, but you would have to reconsider if the offer rose to 100 million dollars.
TOPIC: The clothes that you wear
What others see from your style
You wear whatever you please, you are probably confident, stubborn, strong-minded and independent. Deep down, however, you think that you are being excluded from society. You wish you belonged, but as you don't, you're going to follow your own rules.What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.What others see from your belts
You are a kind of person who likes to hide your feelings. You may have a hot temper but tend to cover it with an outwardly calm and gentle demeanor. You are sensitive when it comes to love.What others see from your shoes
You are adventurous. You have high self-esteem and are able to keep your promises. You like to take chances and are always looking for new opportunities to make your life more exciting.What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.TOPIC: Journey to the real you
- You have 10 true friends.
- You will have 5 true loves before getting married.
- It is your work ethic that you stop and rest for as long as you want.
- Here is the description of your ideal mate: "elegant charming quiet"
- CHEAN HUI is the person you will never get over for the rest of your life.
- You give 60% in a relationship.
[Part 1] Self Confidence: 83% -> You're extremely confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 67% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 83% -> You are a real expert!
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 87% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 80% -> An extremely kind and warm person.
TOPIC: What type of woman does he likes?
He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.
The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.
TOPIC: Your pet's name
Choosing a human name for your pet means that you don't look down at others and treat everyone equally. You like animals and treat them as your best friends. You love your family and home is the warmest place for you to be.
TOPIC: Your marriage
How will you choose your Mr Right?
You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.
Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?
You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.
What sort of wife will you be?
If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.
Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your hubby will enjoy each other's company playing games until you're old. Whether you play tennis, golf, swim or even just go driving out of town, you'll both stay healthy and happy.
What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.
How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.
TOPIC: Is he the one?
He is really interested in you.
He seems to like you a lot and he can hardly hide his feeling for you. He's interested in whatever you do and hoping to get the same response from you. Get ready. He might be on his knee soon.TOPIC: Who's your type?
You like the one who is friendly and sociable.
TOPIC: What is your most favorite pet?
DOG
The most favorite pet of all time is definitely the dog. Having a pet dog suggests that you are a friendly person who likes talking to people. You are outspoken and don't have any secrets or bias opinions. People like to be around you because you are sincere and loving. You don't like to say anything to hurt other people's feelings.TOPIC: Your favorite ice cream flavor
Chocolate
You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.TOPIC: Pick one
- Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
- Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
- Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
- The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.
Grape: You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.
TOPIC: Your favorite zoo animal
Bear: You are a family person. You love your home and care for everyone in your family. You are kind and often sacrifice yourself to make others happy. You are proud of everything that belongs to you.
TOPIC: The color of your car
You like to be mysterious. You appear to be a confident and calm as well as a very sexy person. You dress well and your outfits show that you are an elegant individual.
TOPIC: What type of personality do you have?
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.TOPIC: How well do you get along with others?
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
TOPIC: Why do you love someone?
You think he or she is a very smart one. You love his/her brain.
TOPIC: The thing you forgot
Selecting this item means you understand things around you well. However, when you want to prove that you are right, you are likely to insist with the words "yes, yes, yes", but don't offer further explanation.
TOPIC: The real you
- You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
- You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
- You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
- Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
- Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
You are a quick thinker, efficient, and always in a rush. If you expect everyone to be like you, this only causes frustration and stress. You don't want to waste your time, but can be careless and pessimistic.
TOPIC: What kind of chair do you prefer?
You want your partner to be a little bit more relaxed, calm and composed.
TOPIC: The favorite place in your home
You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.
TOPIC: The pattern of your tableware
TOPIC: Cinderella
How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?
You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.TOPIC: The bus
As you choose to sit on the front, you are quick-witted and will always have gags to make people laugh or have questions for them to think. If you are absent, all members will be bored.
TOPIC: The squirrel
How you reject guys.
You are considerate so they will only get your smile as a reply.
TOPIC: What is in this picture?
This test tells you what your wedding ceremony will be like.
You are very creative. Your wedding should be unique and people will remark about it for some time afterwards.TOPIC: The bottle
You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness.
TOPIC: What's in the cave?
You only think about having affairs with another but you will never cheat on your loved one in real life.
TOPIC: The house
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.
You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.
When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You are an ordinary and down-to-earth person. You are also tough and will meet success in important issues without many difficulties. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
TOPIC: The fallen key
You look attractive to a strong man who will be dependable.
TOPIC: The 3rd eye
It is difficult for you to get deeply involved with someone. Most of your relationships border on being more than friends but less than being lovers.
TOPIC: The 4 paintings
The first qualification that you want from your partner is:
Money: your partner has to be well-to-do.TOPIC: Ice cream cone test
You're a socialite. You go out to a party frequently and hang around with lots of people. You're very enthusiastic, ambitious and love challenges.
TOPIC: The eating test
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.
Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.
TOPIC: The secret of the fourth coin
TOPIC: Crossing the river
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.
TOPIC: One word to oneself
- Your own personality is cuddly.
- Your partner's personality is individualistic.
- Your enemy's personality is cute.
- What you think about sex is lovable.
- What you think about your own life is freedom.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Preparation for Nuffnang Music Bash 09 powered by Maxis Broadband
Spent a whole day shopping for a new dress, a pair of heels, jewelry, tattoos etc. Bought a bag made in HK too~ LOL out of my initial shopping list~
What am I doing?
Gotta prepare for the big day this coming Saturday!!! It's just 2 days away. Feel that it's approaching~ XD I was officially invited for this event last week & was allowed to bring 1 guest. Guess who's that tagging along with me? You'll know the answer after I upload the photos.
This is such a rare chance... I mean to get invited for this kinda event. Below is the info:
Date : 4th of April 2009 (Saturday)
Time : 6pm till 10pm
Venue : Maison, Jalan Yap Ah Shak, KL
Dress Code : Musician Celebrities
Here's part of the email I received. You would get a rough idea of what will be happening that night.
Dear Celebrity Nuffnanger,
The red carpet is laid, the spotlights are shining and we await your presence at the Nuffnang Music Bash 2009!!!
You are now officially invited to attend the Nuffnang Music Bash 2009 Powered by Maxis Broadband which is taking place next Saturday, 4th of April 2009 at Maison, KL. This invitation also allows you to bring ONE guest to the party where you'll be treated like a celebrity. Expect to party like a celebrity and have all your needs taken care of be it dinner or entertainment !
As you'll be treated as a celebrity, so do dress up to the occasion. You can be any celebrity you want. Impersonate Elvis, Marilyn Monroe or be your own celebrity. Go glitter to shine or wear loose for your hip hop look. Show us your Pop, Hip Hop, Rock, Reggae or R&B side.
Registration for the party starts at 6pm. You'll be greeted by our Nuffies on the red carpet. Expect lots of fun as there will be performances by our fellow Nuffnangers, games with lots of cool prizes to take home and a finale of prize giving for the pre event contest, best celebrity impersonator and best dressed bloggers!
So... I've decided to take Taylor Momsen's style as my basic guideline. No idea who's she? http://gossipteen.com/category/taylor-momsen/ Only 16 this year, she's famous for her role as Jenny Humphrey in Gossip Girl, having almost equal scenes & importance as the two other female leads, Leighton Meester as Blair Waldorf & Blake Lively as Serena van der Woodsen.
Seriously I love the dress I bought. My utmost concern would be on hairstyle & eye make-up. Well... we'll see!
Watch me being a mischievous pop queen for just 1 night~
What am I doing?
Gotta prepare for the big day this coming Saturday!!! It's just 2 days away. Feel that it's approaching~ XD I was officially invited for this event last week & was allowed to bring 1 guest. Guess who's that tagging along with me? You'll know the answer after I upload the photos.
This is such a rare chance... I mean to get invited for this kinda event. Below is the info:
Date : 4th of April 2009 (Saturday)
Time : 6pm till 10pm
Venue : Maison, Jalan Yap Ah Shak, KL
Dress Code : Musician Celebrities
Here's part of the email I received. You would get a rough idea of what will be happening that night.
Dear Celebrity Nuffnanger,
The red carpet is laid, the spotlights are shining and we await your presence at the Nuffnang Music Bash 2009!!!
You are now officially invited to attend the Nuffnang Music Bash 2009 Powered by Maxis Broadband which is taking place next Saturday, 4th of April 2009 at Maison, KL. This invitation also allows you to bring ONE guest to the party where you'll be treated like a celebrity. Expect to party like a celebrity and have all your needs taken care of be it dinner or entertainment !
As you'll be treated as a celebrity, so do dress up to the occasion. You can be any celebrity you want. Impersonate Elvis, Marilyn Monroe or be your own celebrity. Go glitter to shine or wear loose for your hip hop look. Show us your Pop, Hip Hop, Rock, Reggae or R&B side.
Registration for the party starts at 6pm. You'll be greeted by our Nuffies on the red carpet. Expect lots of fun as there will be performances by our fellow Nuffnangers, games with lots of cool prizes to take home and a finale of prize giving for the pre event contest, best celebrity impersonator and best dressed bloggers!
So... I've decided to take Taylor Momsen's style as my basic guideline. No idea who's she? http://gossipteen.com/category/taylor-momsen/ Only 16 this year, she's famous for her role as Jenny Humphrey in Gossip Girl, having almost equal scenes & importance as the two other female leads, Leighton Meester as Blair Waldorf & Blake Lively as Serena van der Woodsen.
Seriously I love the dress I bought. My utmost concern would be on hairstyle & eye make-up. Well... we'll see!
Watch me being a mischievous pop queen for just 1 night~
Friday, March 27, 2009
给你的信。给自己的回忆。
我很喜欢你。从一开始认识你到现在，我依旧如此。不管你变成怎么样，你好的、坏的，我都照单全收。喜欢一个人本来就该喜欢他的全部。
我知道你也喜欢我，但我们都明白我们不能成为情侣。没办法，我们的距离很是遥远，可却又很志趣相投。很矛盾，是吧？我和你的目标不一致，处事方法不同，不过简单诚恳地地分享心底话倒能全心聆听和接受。我觉得唯有这种“介于好朋友与普通朋友之间”的微妙关系我才感受到我们能如此接近。
我实在受不了吵骂的日子。我不想和你斗嘴、争气。我只不过想简单一点用最直接的方式表达我希望你能了解我、倾听我的心意。
我很想慰问你、关怀你，可是你却总是扭曲了我的意思。坦白说，我不清楚你是怎么误会我的，可是层层误解足以瓦解我们之间唯一的联系。我从不管你的事，从不问你的生活、事业、朋友，你不会明白，我这么残忍，是因为我明白无论我知不知道、管不管得了其实都改变不了什么。这让我觉得自己不重要，所以到最后我成全你的自私。
我不想我们一直挣扎，更不想看到你痛苦。你永远不会明白我能有多包容你。
作为一个朋友，我挺欣赏你。我很想帮你，但你却把我推开，没关系，我尊重你的决定。
我仁至义尽了。你是那么一个难得的人才，何苦把自己搞得那么一塌糊涂？我气你不善待自己。你难道会明白吗？别人怎么看其实不重要，人家的眼睛和脑袋你本来就管不了，这是事实！可是你要怎么活着是你的事，关他人什么事？你对得起自己就好了~
你常说不希望身边的人辛苦，难道你这样的生活你身边的人会开心吗？你能换个角度想想，站在我们的位子上看看我们为你付出了多少吗？如果你不想我们这样，你能答应我们好好过日子吗？很简单啊，我很清楚你不想辜负我们，你总觉得我们对你太好你没什么回报，其实只要你善待自己、好好照顾自己就是对我们最好的报答。
有一天，你或许参透到何谓“我从来都能和你相处融洽、可以接受得到你，可你从头到尾却接受不了我、想改变我”。你不是坏，只是不懂得利用优点做事，神经质地胡乱使坏让别人关心你。
也或许很久以后你都忘了曾经有个人傻傻等待你“做好自己”。这是一种与生俱来的使命。
你懂吗？
要用多久的时间？你才会明白？我默然问苍天。
我知道你也喜欢我，但我们都明白我们不能成为情侣。没办法，我们的距离很是遥远，可却又很志趣相投。很矛盾，是吧？我和你的目标不一致，处事方法不同，不过简单诚恳地地分享心底话倒能全心聆听和接受。我觉得唯有这种“介于好朋友与普通朋友之间”的微妙关系我才感受到我们能如此接近。
我实在受不了吵骂的日子。我不想和你斗嘴、争气。我只不过想简单一点用最直接的方式表达我希望你能了解我、倾听我的心意。
我很想慰问你、关怀你，可是你却总是扭曲了我的意思。坦白说，我不清楚你是怎么误会我的，可是层层误解足以瓦解我们之间唯一的联系。我从不管你的事，从不问你的生活、事业、朋友，你不会明白，我这么残忍，是因为我明白无论我知不知道、管不管得了其实都改变不了什么。这让我觉得自己不重要，所以到最后我成全你的自私。
我不想我们一直挣扎，更不想看到你痛苦。你永远不会明白我能有多包容你。
作为一个朋友，我挺欣赏你。我很想帮你，但你却把我推开，没关系，我尊重你的决定。
我仁至义尽了。你是那么一个难得的人才，何苦把自己搞得那么一塌糊涂？我气你不善待自己。你难道会明白吗？别人怎么看其实不重要，人家的眼睛和脑袋你本来就管不了，这是事实！可是你要怎么活着是你的事，关他人什么事？你对得起自己就好了~
你常说不希望身边的人辛苦，难道你这样的生活你身边的人会开心吗？你能换个角度想想，站在我们的位子上看看我们为你付出了多少吗？如果你不想我们这样，你能答应我们好好过日子吗？很简单啊，我很清楚你不想辜负我们，你总觉得我们对你太好你没什么回报，其实只要你善待自己、好好照顾自己就是对我们最好的报答。
有一天，你或许参透到何谓“我从来都能和你相处融洽、可以接受得到你，可你从头到尾却接受不了我、想改变我”。你不是坏，只是不懂得利用优点做事，神经质地胡乱使坏让别人关心你。
也或许很久以后你都忘了曾经有个人傻傻等待你“做好自己”。这是一种与生俱来的使命。
你懂吗？
要用多久的时间？你才会明白？我默然问苍天。
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Fine!!!
I know we can only remain as friends. I can never be so generous & tolerable to "endure" your kiddy behaviors. The way you reason that you won't let people who left you to return to you... hey... in fact, they WON'T return, NOT because you won't let lah please~
I'm tired of all these shits. I don't like the way you step over the boundaries. The first moment you mentioned you don't wanna explain much because those weren't important anymore BUT the next second you tried explaining that you wanted a gf who's like this & that... etc. Hey... I'm not interested in all these loh~
People leave you because you're bad. Face it. NOT because you're pushing them away first. IF you really wanna defend yourself, well... you're unsuccessful in such ways. People easily see through you. And for those who scoff at you, yea... they know you & please don't say they don't understand you just to avoid facing how bad you are to people.
So far, people around you actually do know that you love to step back. You're the one who choose not to move forward. You may claim that I lie. Well... I hope that you don't know who are them because they're so close to you & what they say about you are so different from how you think they see you!!! They don't even dare to tell you because they're so afraid that your emotional side will punch them!!!
You're alone plus lonely. All these that you're doing are just a warning signal to get help, to gain attention, to make people care about you. See who's childish bah~ You're the winner~ Continue saying that you're loser lah. You make yourself one such great example!!! Good job~
I'm tired of all these shits. I don't like the way you step over the boundaries. The first moment you mentioned you don't wanna explain much because those weren't important anymore BUT the next second you tried explaining that you wanted a gf who's like this & that... etc. Hey... I'm not interested in all these loh~
People leave you because you're bad. Face it. NOT because you're pushing them away first. IF you really wanna defend yourself, well... you're unsuccessful in such ways. People easily see through you. And for those who scoff at you, yea... they know you & please don't say they don't understand you just to avoid facing how bad you are to people.
So far, people around you actually do know that you love to step back. You're the one who choose not to move forward. You may claim that I lie. Well... I hope that you don't know who are them because they're so close to you & what they say about you are so different from how you think they see you!!! They don't even dare to tell you because they're so afraid that your emotional side will punch them!!!
You're alone plus lonely. All these that you're doing are just a warning signal to get help, to gain attention, to make people care about you. See who's childish bah~ You're the winner~ Continue saying that you're loser lah. You make yourself one such great example!!! Good job~
Saturday, March 21, 2009
You cheered me up ; )
I was really moody, for no reasons. Found it hard to do anything but I still did.
I really have many things to do during weekends starting this week. I don't wanna skip classes anymore just because of something else. Feel terrible.
Well... I contacted him about some tasks. Happy to get his reply & he was concerned about what happened lately. Again, he asked about my past & shared some views; talked about what he was busy with. Both of us just couldn't stop laughing. I don't care... I don't care... I just wanna blog about this simple happiness (no need be dating together, be friends I'm satisfied as well). He said may find take meal with me tomorrow, depending on whether I wanna "layan" him. Haha~ He must be kidding lah... talking to him releases my stress & take away my burdens.
I was... ... flying high up in the sky... too delighted~ Yahoooooo~ All those we talked about were fun stuffs. What's better than him talking to me then? He cheered me up! Looking forward to working with him!
I really have many things to do during weekends starting this week. I don't wanna skip classes anymore just because of something else. Feel terrible.
Well... I contacted him about some tasks. Happy to get his reply & he was concerned about what happened lately. Again, he asked about my past & shared some views; talked about what he was busy with. Both of us just couldn't stop laughing. I don't care... I don't care... I just wanna blog about this simple happiness (no need be dating together, be friends I'm satisfied as well). He said may find take meal with me tomorrow, depending on whether I wanna "layan" him. Haha~ He must be kidding lah... talking to him releases my stress & take away my burdens.
I was... ... flying high up in the sky... too delighted~ Yahoooooo~ All those we talked about were fun stuffs. What's better than him talking to me then? He cheered me up! Looking forward to working with him!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I'm a Musicon Celebrity thanks to Maxis Broadband
To attend an event where all people are “transformed”, whether or not they impersonate the real celebrities in the world, where wigs, make-ups, or even auctioned off celebrity personals are worn to appear as much a “duplicate” of the particular celebrity; whether or not they label themselves as new celebrities portraying their own uniqueness among those who imitate, these two classes of people in the event would certainly be the center of interest for me to know their thoughts and the underlying reasons of their choice of celebrity.
Expectation of the event? No doubt to have the ambience as demonstrative of sophistication! Try to visualize in such classiness how you gonna Wow! at a crowd of swanky stars-gonnabe! Who knows perhaps the potential seeds will be spotted during the night and there goes the journey of being cultivated to blossom into a real public icon!
What if I am a celebrity? I would meet a dramatic revolution, from a carefree life of a normal citizen, towards a life of sleep-depriving toil, discrimination, mental strain, privacy-less, in exchange of fame, reputation, recognition, publicity, wealth, and self-improvements. Well, we definitely need to pay a price for such a changeover. The transition into a world-renowned celeb could change my life goal, given that stepping into the entertainment realm are filled with sweets and spices, or ups and downs.
Besides personal gain, being a celebrity, with my name serving a credibility would be a wonderful resource for social welfare purpose. For instance, I could use the publicity of my newly established fashion label in enhancing the awareness for charity, being involved in certain local NGOs in conveying effective message to the target audience on earth on the underprivileged status of the unfortunate populations including orphans, old folks, the disabled, the homeless, the disordered, the single-parent families, and the needy others. In addition, wouldn’t a celebrity be more promising and convincing in providing motivation and guidance to the public in areas such as family, education, and career, based on own experiences? Mother Teresa and Princess Diana are true epitome of humanity and nobleness, not a life of expensive taste that counts in being a celeb!
So why not give it a try, although a celebrity does go through hard times when they are just the beginners in entertainment world, well which career does not? If I could blend my interest and career together, and make others’ life and mine more comfortable and meaningful, it’s worth trying when I have nothing to lose from being one, and the benefits might outweigh the cost!
Expectation of the event? No doubt to have the ambience as demonstrative of sophistication! Try to visualize in such classiness how you gonna Wow! at a crowd of swanky stars-gonnabe! Who knows perhaps the potential seeds will be spotted during the night and there goes the journey of being cultivated to blossom into a real public icon!
What if I am a celebrity? I would meet a dramatic revolution, from a carefree life of a normal citizen, towards a life of sleep-depriving toil, discrimination, mental strain, privacy-less, in exchange of fame, reputation, recognition, publicity, wealth, and self-improvements. Well, we definitely need to pay a price for such a changeover. The transition into a world-renowned celeb could change my life goal, given that stepping into the entertainment realm are filled with sweets and spices, or ups and downs.
Besides personal gain, being a celebrity, with my name serving a credibility would be a wonderful resource for social welfare purpose. For instance, I could use the publicity of my newly established fashion label in enhancing the awareness for charity, being involved in certain local NGOs in conveying effective message to the target audience on earth on the underprivileged status of the unfortunate populations including orphans, old folks, the disabled, the homeless, the disordered, the single-parent families, and the needy others. In addition, wouldn’t a celebrity be more promising and convincing in providing motivation and guidance to the public in areas such as family, education, and career, based on own experiences? Mother Teresa and Princess Diana are true epitome of humanity and nobleness, not a life of expensive taste that counts in being a celeb!
So why not give it a try, although a celebrity does go through hard times when they are just the beginners in entertainment world, well which career does not? If I could blend my interest and career together, and make others’ life and mine more comfortable and meaningful, it’s worth trying when I have nothing to lose from being one, and the benefits might outweigh the cost!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
My Tales
I don't know whether most bloggers can be truly honest with themselves the way they express it in their blogs. And I don't care.
The most important reason I start the Wretch blog is I wanna present the most truthful stories of others & the most genuine me. Under 2 labels -- [His]hood & [Her]hood, every main character will be called "he" or "she", no real names. I guess you would wanna know if among the "shes" am I any of them, yeah, correct, I'll first talk about my responses to recent happenings first (before I forget the details mah) in Chinese -- about a few guys. People are used to debate about whether the character does it right or wrong... he/she shouldn't do like that la this la... etc. All of them are valuable assets in my life, I appreciate their true nature & I'll be disappointed if any gets misjudged. No doubt that some characters will show some weaknesses but the central point is to accept the process they're learning. Suppose, my dear readers, put the judgments aside & SENSE their world. I assure you, you'll uncover new visions about them.
If I get supports of course that's good but if visitors dislike my posts, well... life goes on.
You may ask me who are them, I'll reply "I don't know".
[Do you love yourself? Perhaps most of us really love ourselves to certain extent, given that we're not killing ourselves in any way. Why not start to love people with flaws? Why? Because you're loved by those who're imperfect!!!]
The most important reason I start the Wretch blog is I wanna present the most truthful stories of others & the most genuine me. Under 2 labels -- [His]hood & [Her]hood, every main character will be called "he" or "she", no real names. I guess you would wanna know if among the "shes" am I any of them, yeah, correct, I'll first talk about my responses to recent happenings first (before I forget the details mah) in Chinese -- about a few guys. People are used to debate about whether the character does it right or wrong... he/she shouldn't do like that la this la... etc. All of them are valuable assets in my life, I appreciate their true nature & I'll be disappointed if any gets misjudged. No doubt that some characters will show some weaknesses but the central point is to accept the process they're learning. Suppose, my dear readers, put the judgments aside & SENSE their world. I assure you, you'll uncover new visions about them.
If I get supports of course that's good but if visitors dislike my posts, well... life goes on.
You may ask me who are them, I'll reply "I don't know".
[Do you love yourself? Perhaps most of us really love ourselves to certain extent, given that we're not killing ourselves in any way. Why not start to love people with flaws? Why? Because you're loved by those who're imperfect!!!]
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
New Wretch Blog Edited
Finally the Wretch blog has been edited for the last time. Perhaps will change some features for fresher outlook in the near future.
Submitted my last assignment yesterday. Kinda free but busy. Haha~ Sounds ironic right? I'm free from college stuffs but busy for social life.
Planning for another vacation... still in discussions...
Feeling bad today. Saw a road accident near my college on the way home from tuition with the tuition kid's driver. The motorcyclist died with his eyes wide open in front of my eyes you know. He struggled in seconds & blood flowed from his mouth. I was among the first few witnesses & other drivers started stopping by. I really got shocked; the same image kept haunting me. I don't feel wanna eat.
Feel lethargic & dizzy.Feeling sick today. Just having soar throat. Gonna take paracetamol if condition becoming worse. Yet, I'm sure I'll be fine soon. Keeping myself in happy mood will help a lot.
Need to rest. Ciaoz~
[Even no one is beside me now to take care of me, my heart can still feel your love & that secures me. That's why you don't understand why "staying alone doesn't mean lonely. it's 2 different things".]
Submitted my last assignment yesterday. Kinda free but busy. Haha~ Sounds ironic right? I'm free from college stuffs but busy for social life.
Planning for another vacation... still in discussions...
Feeling bad today. Saw a road accident near my college on the way home from tuition with the tuition kid's driver. The motorcyclist died with his eyes wide open in front of my eyes you know. He struggled in seconds & blood flowed from his mouth. I was among the first few witnesses & other drivers started stopping by. I really got shocked; the same image kept haunting me. I don't feel wanna eat.
Feel lethargic & dizzy.Feeling sick today. Just having soar throat. Gonna take paracetamol if condition becoming worse. Yet, I'm sure I'll be fine soon. Keeping myself in happy mood will help a lot.
Need to rest. Ciaoz~
[Even no one is beside me now to take care of me, my heart can still feel your love & that secures me. That's why you don't understand why "staying alone doesn't mean lonely. it's 2 different things".]
Saturday, March 7, 2009
New BLOG @ Wretch
www.wretch.cc/blog/Jocey
In the process of creating a new Wretch blog on 7 labels: iMusic, iFood, iBeauty, iInterest, iPoem, [His]hood, [Her]hood. Also, I'm saving all my photos online @ W. Still editing the settings, themes, & designs. Still writing.
Not like what's in this blog, it really takes time to write about music reviews, food comments, beau experiences... etc.
Language in this new blog: English for iFood, iBeauty, iPoem. English & Chinese on iMusic, iInterest, [His]/[Her]hood, depending on suitability.
My slogan for this new blog: Enjoy & Spoil yourself
Reason to start this new blog: Aspired to share more about lifestyle. Making gradual transition into a working place, so having more time to devote into my hobbies.
iMusic: Introduce you the latest songs, recommendations, discoveries of interesting websites.
iFood: Anything would do. Mostly on what I first favor like choc, ice-cream, coffee, cookies.
iBeauty: Body/Hair/Face/Accessories
iInterest: Decoration/Design/Drawing/Photography
iPoem: Love/Friendship/Motivational/Inspirational
[His]hood: Collection of male friends' tales, appearing anonymous
[Her]hood: Collection of female friends' tales, appearing anonymous
You can expect that I'll be showing a lot of photos to aid illustration. After my graduation, I'll be adding one more language, which is French. Tomber amoureux chez moi!
Thanks for viewing, mes amies. *wink*
In the process of creating a new Wretch blog on 7 labels: iMusic, iFood, iBeauty, iInterest, iPoem, [His]hood, [Her]hood. Also, I'm saving all my photos online @ W. Still editing the settings, themes, & designs. Still writing.
Not like what's in this blog, it really takes time to write about music reviews, food comments, beau experiences... etc.
Language in this new blog: English for iFood, iBeauty, iPoem. English & Chinese on iMusic, iInterest, [His]/[Her]hood, depending on suitability.
My slogan for this new blog: Enjoy & Spoil yourself
Reason to start this new blog: Aspired to share more about lifestyle. Making gradual transition into a working place, so having more time to devote into my hobbies.
iMusic: Introduce you the latest songs, recommendations, discoveries of interesting websites.
iFood: Anything would do. Mostly on what I first favor like choc, ice-cream, coffee, cookies.
iBeauty: Body/Hair/Face/Accessories
iInterest: Decoration/Design/Drawing/Photography
iPoem: Love/Friendship/Motivational/Inspirational
[His]hood: Collection of male friends' tales, appearing anonymous
[Her]hood: Collection of female friends' tales, appearing anonymous
You can expect that I'll be showing a lot of photos to aid illustration. After my graduation, I'll be adding one more language, which is French. Tomber amoureux chez moi!
Thanks for viewing, mes amies. *wink*
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
心理测验？就看你有多准！
很灵的一封信喔！
每个测验的选项都很让人哭笑不得！
而且也很难选！可是又觉得非常地好笑～
如果你(你)想交个男女朋友的话那可别错过了唷!
作者他个人觉得满准的!!
至少也要寄给一个人哦!!
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1、哪种情况你能接受呢？早上醒来后，突然发现...
A、发现自己全身赤裸睡在通往学校的路上。
B、隔壁睡着全身一丝不挂的怪老头。{反正只要不是我赤裸裸就行了}
【解答】∶你对异性的要求
A、你希望他能尊重你心里的感受。当你发生事情需要帮忙时， 他能够在身边守护你、温柔地对待你。发现你光着身体睡着了，马上帮你披上衣服并温柔地对你说「会着凉唷！
B、你是个很重视外表的人，你希望你喜欢的他懂得如何装扮自己，而且必须很有品味，跟他走在一起要不失你的面子，最好大家都能对你露出钦羡的眼光，这样的你小心遇人不淑。
{一半一半啦，最重要是在适当的场合穿适合的衣服，不是外表重要，是形象重要！你以为你是龙是虫，我会看不出来吗？}
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2、你会选哪一种男女朋友？
A、一年只能与他相会5分钟。{没关系，只要不要让他腻着我我就谢天谢地！}
B、一年里他分分秒秒都待在你身边。
【解答】∶
A、你选择了一年只能相聚５分钟的情人，天啊！？你真是如此冷漠的人吗？ 其实不然，你如果喜欢上一个人，会愿意与他一起奋斗， 即使再苦也心甘情愿，你是个很重感情的织女。{是吗？以前我很肯定我是能付出很多的人，现在我好像没遇到真正我觉得能给我幸福的人。我既然不够爱你，自然不会付出的啦。别伤心}
>B、连上厕所也要心爱的他陪伴在你身旁，外表看来好象感情很浓密，但这其实不过是表面罢了。当你单恋他时热情如火。但正式交往后热情马上就冷却了，可以说是非常善变的人。
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3、想成为童话故事中的哪位女主角？
A、大家叫都叫不醒的睡美人。{就当作是提早休息}
B、最后被大野狼吃掉的小红帽。
【解答】∶你的失恋型态为何？
A、你的个性相当内向，即使你已经将告白情书写好了，还是不敢寄出去。 结果准备送他的巧克力都放到过期了。只敢远远地看着他，整天胡思乱想。再不行动的话，真的要失恋了。
{神经病！我怎么可能跑去告白}
B、只要你喜欢上某人，绝对会马上告白，而且还整天跟着他，
甚至自告奋勇要照顾他的生活起居。也不管对方对你是何种感觉， 只要自己喜欢就放手做，这样小心会被对方讨厌。
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4、如果你会选哪一个？
A、吃食人鱼大餐。{机会难逢，鱼类有很多蛋白质咧！}
B、让食人鱼请客。
【解答】∶遇人不淑的可能性
A、你是个头脑相当清楚，不容易被旁人左右的人。社交能力佳。 个性也非常随和，马上就能跟任何人打成一片，不过，你绝对不会让自己掉进危险的环境里，很懂得要如何保护自己。 {我的保护色是“真”，或许看起来没什么杀伤力，可是心里总盘算一切}
B、当有异性要追求你时，你的外表也许会故意装成一副有所矜持的样子。但其实你的心里早已非常雀跃。等对方再灌点迷汤，你就会飘飘然，最后完全忘了自己的立场而任人摆布。
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5、你宁愿选择以下哪一种情况？
A、每次男朋友只要看着你的脸，就会噗嗤大笑。
B、你只要一看到男朋友的脸，就会忍不住要捧腹大笑。{就好像看到bulldog/pug那么搞笑}
【解答】∶阻碍恋情的情结
A、你对自己很没有自信，你是不是经常在问自己「怎么可能会是我。 对于爱情的态度相当消极，就算有喜欢的人也不敢向他告白。其实每个人都有他自己的长处，你要乐观一点。
B、你是个个性好胜、又自信满满的人，根本不把与你相同年龄的男孩子放在眼里，总觉得他们很幼稚，其实你有一点恋父情结倾向，会喜欢上老师或学长。将来会和年长男性谈恋爱。{不排除，随着年龄增长，更发现年长的男生比较会照顾女生，要我照顾小男孩那简直是恶梦}
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6、你们第一次约会的时候发生了什么事情？
A、他的裤子掉了。{总好过我的裙子掉了}
B、你的裙子掉了。
【解答】∶约会时发生的失误状况！
A、你是不是每次约会时，都不知道该穿什么衣服好呢？他喜欢红色但今天你的幸运色是蓝色....，每次都犹豫半天，还是做不了决定。所以每次约会都迟到，小心哪天他不等你了。 {那就别等啊！真是的！}
B、你是个相当自我的人，从来不在意他人的感受。明知他喜欢复古的打扮，你却将自己打扮成庞克女郎赴约，让他觉得好失望。如果你再这样下去的话，他可是会离你远去的喔～
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7、以下两种情形，你会选择哪一种？
A、一个星期都动弹不得。
B、整整失眠一个星期。{就趁失眠阅读、运动等，做我想做的事}
【解答】∶你是自由恋爱派？还是相亲派？
A、你是属于相亲派，因为你很怕麻烦，觉得靠自己找对象不保险，万一被骗了，受伤的人是自己，透过相亲的话至少能掌握对方的状况与家世背景，遇人不淑的可能性就可降低。
B、你是标准的自由恋爱派，认为只有自己才最清楚自己喜欢什么样的人，你会努力地寻找人生伴侣，就连睡觉作梦时也在想这件事。一旦发现理想对象马上展开行动，掳获他的心。{没错！}
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8、你会选哪个？
A、你上厕所时被他看到了。
B、他上厕所时被你看到了。{很多人上厕所时都被我不小心看到了，没什么好看的}
【解答】∶找出你的色情程度
A、只要一看到杂志上的色情报导，或是看到电视上的一些亲热镜头。你就会不自觉地脸红害羞。在异性眼中的你是个纯情派，但其实你早就有过这些亲热体验，只是不说出来罢了。
B、随着年龄的增长，你对于这方面的事会更加感兴趣。你会看相关杂志、书籍吸收知识，所以难免会被人误以为你非常好色。但其实你只是知道而已，却从未有过这方面的经验。{哈哈。一笑置之。}
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9、一定要选其中一个当男朋友的话，你会选谁？
A、身高40公尺的超人。{难道要他比我矮？那还得了？}
B。身高15公分的一寸法师。
【解答】∶会跟什么样的人结婚呢？
A、你的未来老公，应该是个值得依赖的人，个性稳重、能保护软弱的你，他的年纪应该会大你很多，且事业有成，足够让你拥有幸福安稳的生活。{其实我最近也是想了很久，到底我能不能真正接受会向我撒娇的小男人，我不想照顾“小男孩”，成熟稳重型是首选}
B、你的未来老公会是个可爱的大男孩，有点小任性，喜欢向你撒娇，你就象他的妈妈一般地对他照顾的无微不至，他的年纪应该是比你小。
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10、如果你是一个合成的人，你会选择下列哪一个？
A、大猩猩的脸，藤原纪香的身材。
B。松岛菜菜子的脸，企鹅的身材。{谁能忍受一觉醒来躺在身边的是吓人的大猩猩脸？}
【解答】∶你是个花心的人吗？
A、你是个好色女，当男性追求你时，虽然嘴里说不行，但是你的手却紧紧握着他的手。就算结婚了，若有人想追求你，还是会移情别恋。
B、在其他异性面前你的态度都是非常自然，可以跟他们谈笑风生，难免会让人以为你是个花心少女。其实你的心中只有他，不会变心。{很难讲}
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11、你会选择下列哪一种录影机？
A、只能快速放映的录影机。
B、只能慢速播放的录影机。
【解答】∶你会在何时结婚？
A、你是超积极的行动派，只要找到意中人，就会马上摒除所有的障碍，只想跟他生活在一起，很有可能在２２岁左右就嫁为人妇了。
B、你是属于小心谨慎派，就算已经有了心上人，也不会马上急着结婚。
你认为必须等到彼此了解后再谈婚事，因此可能会错过好机会。{那么快“断自己后路”会对不起列祖列宗！当然不急！}
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12、如果一定要给男朋友吃其中一种的药的话，你会让他吃以下哪一种？
A、一吃就会放屁放个不停的药。
B、一吃就会流鼻涕流不停的药。{流鼻涕好过在大庭广众不停放屁吧}
【解答】∶将来你会是怎样的太太？
A、你是先生的开心果，每天都会为家人制造出许多欢乐，虽然你的个性有点迷糊，不过会是一个惹人疼爱的好太太。
B、你有一点阴险，表面上对先生好象唯命是从，但却经常在背地里骂他是大笨蛋，这样的你很有可能成为恶妻唷！ {干嘛要骂他，而且难道要来硬的？}
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13、你会选择哪一个？
A、被吸血鬼吸血。{随便啦！让我也变成吸血鬼找你算账！哈哈~没完没了}
B、喝吸血鬼的血。
【解答】∶夫妻吵架是什么状况？
A、你是个相当固执的人，一旦吵架了，就一整个星期都不跟他说话，也不会做饭给他吃，甚至连正眼也不会看他，就象梅雨季一样，会继续冷战好久好久。{因为我根本不会浪费时间，只会专注自己的事，我不介意大家不说话}
B、你们一旦吵架了，家里一定是杯盘满天飞，满地都是碎玻璃，你还会大声对骂，不过暴风雨马上就过去了。骂完后就将东西收拾一下，就好象没事发生般。
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14、你宁愿选择下列哪一种很糗的情形？
A、站在隔壁班同学的面前大喊「给我麦香鱼和小可！」{我做过类似的事，没什么大不了}
B、在麦当劳柜台前大喊「我要台北到高雄的自强号两张！」
【解答】∶你的小孩个性如何？
A、你将来小孩的个性非常的乖巧、服从，不过就是有点太内向了，总是给人软弱好欺负的感觉。{会不会有小孩还不晓得呢}
B、将来你的孩子非常活泼好动，对你来说，教育孩子的工作会相当辛苦，你经常要扯着喉咙骂他们。
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15、你会选择哪个游戏玩？
A、在火山岩浆中冲浪。
B、撑遮阳伞从高空降落。{我不想成为火山岩里其中一种肥料}
【解答】∶你们的休闲活动是？
A、你们都喜欢运动式的休闲活动，平常会相偕去打打网球、游游泳或开车兜风，很喜欢做户外的休闲活动。
B、你们两人都喜欢室内休闲活动，假日一到就相偕去听演唱会或音乐会，有空时就一起去看个午夜场电影。{我无所谓，反正室内室外我都喜欢}
Malaysian Dreamgirl
12 final contestants!!! Who are them? Well, you'll know when it'll be unveiled on 5 March 2009!!!
http://www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv/top12.html
http://www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv/top12.html
"Each voting week runs from Tuesday to the next Monday, and elimination will be based on the SMS voting results for the particular week. Voting lines are open 24x7 from 10 March 2009 to 27 April 2009, so vote as many times as you like whenever you like," stated in the homepage.
Groovy -- a word that first popped up in my mind when I started following the updates in the Malaysian Dreamgirl's official blog (www.malaysiandreamgirl.tv/blog). Fascinated to go through how every contributor put into writings their views/comments from different perspectives which reveal their unique personality. Beyond enthusiasm, I'm keen on blog posts that stem from originality of ideas, honesty, and openness. I just can't keep my eyes off those authentic individualized entries that expose strong character! Also, I'm pretty caught within the lines of comments the public left for each entry. Be their words constructive or destructive; be their stance optimistic or pessimistic, I bet we barely can deny that speaking your heart out not only signify the value of straightforwardness, but is also an attitude that shows respect to the writer. Why? If you are to say what's not in your heart, you'd better save your words than uttering lies! Well, people never stop debating about whether to disclose the truths in certain situations claiming that it may be better not to hurt someone directly & lies are the solution. Yet, we shall preserve honesty in such contest, shouldn't we?
Nevertheless, in the realm of blogging, the boundary between right and wrong falls into gray area. Can I judge what you say is incorrect? Probably no. I respect your opinion & accept that you are holding a different point but this doesn't mean I need to agree with you. This is why some get more votes than others: You still prefer your choice of contestant to others & keep voting the same person, so do I. Does anyone has any problem with it? Ya, you may have but you are almost certainly can do nothing about changing others to have the same mindset as you. I won't claim that you're stubborn as you're simply being firm at your point.
We can't predict who's the ultimate winner, but no matter who that is, I guess every voter has their own good reasons to support the winner!
--Value the differences. It's the differences that contribute to our diversity that sets us apart from one another to being uniquely irreplaceable--
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